Monday, January 31, 2011

Waters of Baptism: Gratitude 22

Yesterday we witnessed and celebrated the baptism of 15 new followers of Christ.  It was a joy and delight to behold.

Afterward, I noted to A., "I haven't seen that many baptized at once since..."

"I know," he said. "I was thinking the same thing.  When I was walking out to get the car, a boy complained to his dad about how many were baptized today and how long it took, and I remembered and wanted to tell him he had no idea what long was."

(I think that means we're getting old.)

Our common memory was our last mission trip to country X, 11 years ago.  Our brothers and sisters in Christ there commonly faced fines and imprisonment if their worship assemblies or ministry attracted government attention.  On that particular journey, a guide took us to a rural village.  The believers there worshiped in a home, a home with false interior walls.  When the community gathered, the walls were pushed aside to create one big room.  Children served as scouts near the site; if they raised the alarm that police were approaching, the crowd dispersed and the walls were replaced.

We were permitted to observe a few minutes but not to share their worship service.  Caucasians visiting a home in the countryside would too quickly attract attention they did not want.

They did, however, invite us to join an outdoor baptism service later.  A cement cistern was filled with well water, the water chilly despite the hot and humid climate.  One after another after another, new Christ-followers climbed into the water and were immersed by the pastor in the name of the Triune God.  The rest of the church encircled the humble baptistry and sang Anglo-American hymns translated into their native tongue.

I'm not sure how long we stayed.  Perhaps half an hour.  The baptisms were already in progress when we arrived and continued when we were led away.

Our guide told us that such services could last three or four hours, and the pastors developed respiratory infections afterward from standing in the chilly water so long.  "What would really help them," he said, "is a wet suit.  But no one can afford it, and we are far from the water."

Do I even come close to understanding what it is to suffer for the gospel?  We had traveled to the other side of the world to teach Bible and theology, but these men and women had much more to teach us about life in Christ. About real joy.

Upon our return home, a string of providences, like a toppling row of dominoes, provided a cast-off wet suit and a way to transport it to those shivering pastors.

This was in my husband's mind and mine yesterday.  What great grace that would allow us, me, to be in one body with Christ and with such noble saints! What a blessed reminder of our unity with believers around the globe and through two millennia. With all the variations in practice, water baptism in the name of Father, Son, and Holy Spirit remains a visible bond of the unity of the invisible body of Christ.  For that body and the privilege of my participation in it, I am thankful.

There is one body and one Spirit--
just as you were called to the one hope that belongs to your call--
one Lord,
one faith,
one baptism,
one God and Father of all,
who is over all
and through all
and in all.
-Ephesians 4:4-6, ESV-

How does He love me? Let me count the ways. . .
3566. Flock of sparrows feasting amid the horticultural cornmeal in the rose bed
3567. Grey winter sky preparing for storms ahead after a weekend that felt like spring
3568. Good coffee on Monday morning
3569. Shared memories
3570. Past opportunities to serve brothers and sisters in Christ overseas
3571. The unity of the body of Christ
3572. The courage of those who trust Christ in environments of aggressive persecution
3573. The freedom to assemble for Christian worship
3574. The beautiful suitability of a cistern baptistry for followers of the Jesus laid in a feeding-trough crib
3575. Wet suits for cold pastors
3576. The mysteries of God's providence
3577. Grace to learn at our own pace, in the Lord's patience
3578. Outgoing mail
3579. The joy of a good book


Friday, January 28, 2011

Cultivating Celebration: Transformation

When my inner radar detects a storm cell forming in my circumstances, an icy blast of arctic air on the way, I fear.  Beneath the fear, if I dare to look, lies rebellion, a digging in of my soul’s heels in refusal of what I sense is coming.

Orienting myself toward celebration, the present moment, and the extraordinary ordinary fuel delight in God; that rebellion strangles it, like plaque on spiritual arteries restricting the flow of joy and praise.  The converse is also true, though:  surrender and obedience energize celebration.  As we grow in holiness, which Elisabeth Elliot used to define in her radio talks as “a whole-hearted ‘yes’ to God,” our countenances as well as our characters and actions are transformed.

Celebration and transformation are dance partners of sorts.  Celebration and praise can prove means as well as results of our deliverance (2 Chronicles 20); celebration can be an instrument as well as the song of our transformation.  Richard Foster notes that obedience leads to joy, but joy also lubricates the gears of obedience.  Instead of a vicious cycle, we have a gracious cycle; instead of a downward spiral, an upward.

Celebration may begin as a practice, a choice to obey the call to gratitude and delight in God, before it becomes an orientation.  In this sense, spiritual practices are not unlike a musician’s scales and arpeggios, prerequisite to the grand works of repertoire we want to play. Just so, we have to choose to exercise our faith muscles before our hearts will sing. However, Christian spiritual practices are just that: spiritual, or should I say Spiritual?  God’s Spirit in us prompts, enables, and sustains what seems to begin with our choice.

As I practice turning from rebellion and towards obedience, as I accept what Providence brings and choose praise and trust that God is good and gracious in the hard as well as the happy, grace moves me to a place of readiness to receive Jesus’ promise of joy unlike the world’s joy.  His Spirit produces His fruit in me, including joy.

Foster describes the process this way:
Joy is found in obedience.  When the power that is in Jesus reaches into our work and play and redeems them, there will be joy where once there was mourning. To overlook this is to miss the meaning of the Incarnation (Celebration of Discipline, p.193).
I am still very much a kindergarten student in this, practicing daily and stumbling often.  Remembering to celebrate the small moments and smooth days builds the holy habit for the harder celebrations.  That’s why I keep a gratitude journal; noticing the small ways God loves me and remembering them long enough to write them down focuses my attention on good.  Jesus’ Gethsemane prayer also helps me, especially in the shift from rebellion to obedience: “Not my will, but Yours be done.” Lifting my voice can help my heart to feel what I believe: “Give thanks to the LORD, for His lovingkindness is everlasting.” I say it out loud, sing it, listen to others sing it, and counter the lies that kill delight in God and His gifts.  Like Jehoshaphat, I, too, can send the worship team ahead of the army and watch the Lord fight for me.

As I practice and grow in celebration, turning my face to the Lord and learning to delight more in Him, He will transform and produce more celebration as His joy, the joy of Christ Himself, grows in me.  This is the witness of those wiser in the discipline than I, and I believe it will be so.  Right now, though, I’m still practicing.

May the Son of God who is already formed in you grow in you—so that for you he will become immeasurable, and that in you he will become laughter, exultation, the fullness of joy which no one can take from you.
-Isaac of Stella, quoted in Adele Ahlberg Calhoun, Spiritual Disciplines Handbook, p.26

Wednesday, January 26, 2011

Martha, Martha: A Poem

This week I've been very aware that my own restless choices have been keeping me from the best uses of the time given me.  I've started pushing through discomfort and fatigue again, even though I know that's a recipe for disaster for me.  This old poem came to mind and spoke to me, so perhaps someone else needs it, too.  It derives from Luke 10:38-42.



Martha, Martha

Sit still, My child; no need for haste;
Still, at My feet, shall be thy place.
Thy strength lies in that quietness;
My daughter, return to thy rest.

Through rest, not toil, the victory’s won;
Only through Me, thy work is done.
Come, weary one, and know thy best:
To lean thy head on Abba’s breast.

~crm, 2000 or so

Monday, January 24, 2011

Simple Goodness: Gratitude 21

Finally, brothers and sisters, whatever is true, whatever is noble, whatever is right, whatever is pure, whatever is lovely, whatever is admirable—if anything is excellent or praiseworthy—think about such things (Philippians 4:8, NIV).

"God has established a created order full of excellent and good things, and it follows naturally that as we give our attention to those things we will be happy.  That is God's appointed way to joy.  If we think we will have joy only by praying and singing psalms, we will be disillusioned.  But if we fill our lives with simple good things and constantly thank God for them, we will be joyful, that is, full of joy.  And what about our problems?  When we determine to dwell on the good and excellent things in life, we will be so full of those things that they will tend to swallow our problems" (Richard Foster, Celebration of Discipline, p. 195).




He [the LORD] remembered us in our low estate
His love endures forever.
and freed us from our enemies.
His love endures forever.
He gives food to every creature.
His love endures forever.
Give thanks to the God of heaven.
His love endures forever.
Psalm 136:23-26, NIV

From my gratitude journal, #3468-78:
~Cotton-candy sunrise backlighting living sculptures of bare trees
~Simmering hot cereal on the stove, with apples, instead of in the microwave
~Tea in my favorite china cup, just because it's Wednesday
~Beginning to read the new book by my favorite online author and finding it as beautiful as hoped
~A surprise gift in the mail from a friend of my youth
~Receiving words of encouragement from an unexpected source
~Seeing a neighbor at church
~Gracious burger-shop staff cleaning up my spilled water with smiles and, "Can I get you anything else?"
~Falling asleep under love's wing
~The scent of sleeping puppy
~Hot water from the tap

Friday, January 21, 2011

Spring Is Coming

What appears a pruning unto death
May not be,
But the shearing of the old, the spent,
That new blooms may blossom forth.

Take heart;
Green canes, though bare,
Proclaim good news:
Winter will not always last;
Spring is coming.